06.23.09

I'm not sure how long this post will be. I just don't have my mind together as well as I normally do. Yesterday, I was supposed to get an apartment with my close friend Caitlin. And the apartment was gorgeous, the price was decent..but something kept holding me back. I feel like I'm using my parents house as a crutch and it bothers me. I don't fully understand why I'm so scared to move out. Everyone else did it, but I can't. I make a decent amount of money at the Winking Lizard..and I probably can handel it...so what's my problem? I don't know. And it bugged me all night. And I didn't sleep well. I think it's because alot of people out there have their parents helping them out financially. It's not the same this way..and I'm not mad at them for it. It just puts me in a bad situation. I mean Caitlin..her parents pay for a decent amount of things..but everything I do I pay for. Car, phone, insurance, gas, etc. So to add on an additionaly $350 is huge you know? But I also don't want my first time being on my own to be in a completely different city and state. I don't know.

Question of the Day: At what point do you have to just grow up and be on your own?


//LauraelizabetH.