07.06.09.

Todays going to be a bit straight forward. A little in your face. Because that's how I'm feeling today. Have you ever had so much passion about something it almost makes you angry? And not seriously angry where it could cause an argument. But a type of angry that will allow your heart to race and veins to pop and voice to become hoarse when speaking about it? Well I have. And mine is with singing. Sometimes, I get this gut feeling that the reason I can't stick with one job or aren't 100% percent satisfied with my major of choice..is because what I'm here to do is sing. To pour out my feelings to the world with no boundaries and let every single person out there know..that you. aren't. alone. I have had so many sleepless nights thinking that I'm the only one out there..and then I hear a song and somehow I believe everything will be okay..simply because I'm not alone. I want to help people, it's in my personality..it's what I truly believe. And my music could do it. And so, I have started guitar lessons to be able to pursue it. I have had this empty feeling in my stomach for so long..and this past week it hasn't been as deep. And the only thing that's changed is that Ive started guitar lessons. Music is my life. And although I have huge stage freight I'll overcome it like every other fear that I write about. If I was speaking about this to someone in person my mouth would be dry from run on sentences and from a build up of passion overflowing.
I just wanted to blog this quickly before I run out for the day. Live your passion. It's what we're here to do.


//LauraelizabetH.