06.07.09

So, this is me blogging.
I guess it's becoming a new trend. a way to expose yourself in whichever way one chooses. I choose the truth. I just can't understand anything but that. It hurts, and sometimes it's not always pretty..but in the end..it's the truth.
So, whoever is reading this..it's a caution that whatever i may blog about may not always be glamourous, pretty, and happy. I'm a real person and I have feelings that are good and bad. But don't stop reading now..I am a happy person and the purpose of this blog will be to let out my negative energy and allow the people I trust (truly truly trust) understand how i feel every day. (or as much as I'm able to blog.) I do enjoy comments and suggestions..so feel free to join in. This is supposed to be fun and helpful..so let's get started.

Well, I'm finally home from school. It's been about a month now and I've been working and making decent money. I mean I start American Eagle sometime soon (whenever they get it together) so I'll have 2 jobs and my summer classes being next Monday the 15th. So I'll be a busy girl. I can already feel how tired my body is..simply because it's not used to working this much this hard. But I enjoy the 60-80 bucks a night..a lot more than I was getting. So the complaints are invalid. Um.. what else? I have this drive in me. I don't know if any of you have this. Maybe Tara with her fashion, Kendra with acting, Jessica with her art, Brye with her love for animals and the environment..but mine is with music. I listen to the radio or watch youtube videos of performances saying " I can do that." So I have an acoustic guitar that I'm trying to learn how to play. I have so many emotions and feelings that I can't always speak about but I can sing about. I'm not sure if that makes sense to any of you. I guess when singing it I can just say it and get it out and you (the audience) can take from it whatever you please. But when I talk about things, feelings, and emotions the conversations come with preconceived notions, stereotypes and arguments. So to avoid all of it I can put it to a melody and still get a release. Plus, who doesn't love a beautiful melody they can't get out of their head, right? So..that's really one of my main goals is to start making music. Maybe get 4 songs together to be able to do at open mic nights instead of singing someone else's songs at karaoke. So hopefully this will work out well.

Well hopefully this blog was interesting. I'll try and post photos every so often and stuff to keep it interesting as well.

Cya.

//LauraelizabetH.